What's on your bucket list? How many things have you completed?
Truth be told, I don't really have a bucket list. I tend to just set small goals for myself to achieve as life passes and they often aren't anything too big or long term. I suppose skydiving is something, and my life goal is to live to see the turn of the century- but that's about as far as that really goes. I guess getting my black belt was on my bucket list, but I completed that about 5 years ago. Are you happy, or just a happy person? I genuinely believe that I'm a happy person. I still have underlying sadness and hurt that I do my best to cover up every day; and while I'm HAPPY most of the time I'm not.... happy. And there's a large difference. I'm positive most times but there's a lot to be done before I can consider myself happy. However, I try to take steps towards being generally happy every day by being a happy person. To follow up on my last paragraph... I suppose something on my bucket list is to be happy. What's one thing you wish you could change about yourself... and why haven't you? The one (and only, when I think about it to be honest) thing that I wish I could change about myself is that I wish I could be more peaceful and calm. I tend to be to begin with, but I mean even when faced with arguments. I always try to make progress with it, like anything else- but there's much tension to work through every day unfortunately and the thing that most poses a block to my attempts to change is the environment I spend most of my time in. I'm glad that we're all making steps towards making it better, but when I'm yelled at or belittled I tend to harden up and the only "peace" there ever ends up being is the broken "pieces" left after fights... hence the quote in my bio; be at peace, not in pieces. I'll finish up tomorrow. - Maddie
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